It could be internal feelings of inadequacy. Because masturbation is a normal thing, you are inclined to do it. But once you actually start, you may be bombarded by feelings of sexual worthlessness, a sentiment so strong, you may believe you aren't even worth the pleasure of masturbation. Hence the crying and nausea.
Is it normal to be physically and emotionally unable to masturbate?
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It could be internal feelings of inadequacy. Because masturbation is a normal thing, you are inclined to do it. But once you actually start, you may be bombarded by feelings of sexual worthlessness, a sentiment so strong, you may believe you aren't even worth the pleasure of masturbation. Hence the crying and nausea.
You should love yourself.