Is it normal to be overly attracted to girls at age 17?
Honestly It's like I can't get girls out of my mind...its not like I've ever had a problem getting them to like me, its just like this is all I can think about. I'm really addicted to porn right now and I am so close to just breaking my laptop in half to prevent myself from watching it. I am so sick of lusting after women and its just like I can't even think anymore. I went from being a straight A student to being a B,C student and this just wasn't the way I wanted my Senior Year or the rest of my life to end up...One thing is that I am religious (Christian) and I do believe that lust is a sin and that it is controlling my life. I am sick of people saying "Oh its just hormones you'll get over it" and "oh yea thats natural for you to be curious about girls" I just want to have control over my own freaking life. Honestly this is like hell on earth its just terrifying knowing that you are alive but you cannot control your actions or your thoughts I just don't want to lust after women anymore because quite frankly......I'd rather be dead than alive and having something like porn ruling over me. *End Rant*