I cant say, Ive always been the opposite (too nice and too caring). If you are worried your not a good person you can make up your mind to change. Its your actions not your thoughts that make you good or bad.
See this is what I was. I was definately really nice and niece for a while. People fucked with me a ton in HS and in college I had to face my worst fear, (working extremely hard and still failing out) like 4 times. The stress nearly killed me and It was exasperated by Adderall caused anxiety and depression. Each time i'd barely manage to stay in school and it would happen the next semester. The stress made me try to change myself so much and so many times (the first of which gave me an in ferriority complex, the second of which gave me social anxiety and panic attacks) that I'm not sure what the fuck I did to myself and I just kinda wanna stop shifting. I somehow feel really confident now and uncaring about people... a few people just passed away and I've felt nothing but annoyances as to how it's impacting my life. I do realize I genuinely believe I'm better than most people but I also don't feel like people will believe it and that it's pointless to tell them. A bunch of other shit but basically me being so nice and caring is still there. It's what makes me covert
I actually make an effort to be less nice these days. But for the same reason as you... I think it's best to reserve the niceness for people who deserve it rather than dole it out to just anybody.
IIN to be okay with who you are if who you are is a terrible person?
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I cant say, Ive always been the opposite (too nice and too caring). If you are worried your not a good person you can make up your mind to change. Its your actions not your thoughts that make you good or bad.
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See this is what I was. I was definately really nice and niece for a while. People fucked with me a ton in HS and in college I had to face my worst fear, (working extremely hard and still failing out) like 4 times. The stress nearly killed me and It was exasperated by Adderall caused anxiety and depression. Each time i'd barely manage to stay in school and it would happen the next semester. The stress made me try to change myself so much and so many times (the first of which gave me an in ferriority complex, the second of which gave me social anxiety and panic attacks) that I'm not sure what the fuck I did to myself and I just kinda wanna stop shifting. I somehow feel really confident now and uncaring about people... a few people just passed away and I've felt nothing but annoyances as to how it's impacting my life. I do realize I genuinely believe I'm better than most people but I also don't feel like people will believe it and that it's pointless to tell them. A bunch of other shit but basically me being so nice and caring is still there. It's what makes me covert
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I actually make an effort to be less nice these days. But for the same reason as you... I think it's best to reserve the niceness for people who deserve it rather than dole it out to just anybody.