I am just stuck on this deep throat thing. My bf demands it/expects it and is so not tactful about it. He wants me to be his whore in bed and will say, 'are you ready to suck dick now?' or things of the sorts... Like while I am cleaning the house or just after I ate... there is no romance in the bed with him at all, he just isn't that type of guy I am learning. I dont think he has every truly made love to any woman. All he seems to care about is deep throating and pounding my face and throat. I am sorry but you just can't breathe, tears are running, snot is running down your face.... you're gagging, food has come up my throat even a few times... and it's like the more I gag, the more he is turned on. Or the more I appear to be suffering, the better. And he expects me to smile at the end and say thank you. Are you kidding me??!! Why would I thank anyone after all of what I just described?! And there is no getting me in the mood, no pushing my buttons... no romance period so it is super hard for me to find the motivation needless to say to go that far for him. And he doesn't get how I feel at all. I would have left him a year ago if it weren't for everything else in our relationship... he says that too and that is the only reason why he has stayed with me for a year so far because of everything else we have... but yet it's not enough. This has caused huge fights... never have I ever... I don't know what to do.
Is it normal to be obsessed with oral sex?
← View full post
I am just stuck on this deep throat thing. My bf demands it/expects it and is so not tactful about it. He wants me to be his whore in bed and will say, 'are you ready to suck dick now?' or things of the sorts... Like while I am cleaning the house or just after I ate... there is no romance in the bed with him at all, he just isn't that type of guy I am learning. I dont think he has every truly made love to any woman. All he seems to care about is deep throating and pounding my face and throat. I am sorry but you just can't breathe, tears are running, snot is running down your face.... you're gagging, food has come up my throat even a few times... and it's like the more I gag, the more he is turned on. Or the more I appear to be suffering, the better. And he expects me to smile at the end and say thank you. Are you kidding me??!! Why would I thank anyone after all of what I just described?! And there is no getting me in the mood, no pushing my buttons... no romance period so it is super hard for me to find the motivation needless to say to go that far for him. And he doesn't get how I feel at all. I would have left him a year ago if it weren't for everything else in our relationship... he says that too and that is the only reason why he has stayed with me for a year so far because of everything else we have... but yet it's not enough. This has caused huge fights... never have I ever... I don't know what to do.