Although It may be a little bit different, I believe I might possibly share a similar story.
In my life right now I'm a very introverted person. It doesn't really help that I live in a small town in the middle of nowhere, and have come to have a disliking to most people around here, needless to say I'm pretty much a loner. And have been one for most of my life. Anyways this year marks my sixth year of not being in a relationship or having a person that I would be in any way interested in, my friends tell me that I'm too picky but I'm very serious when it comes to relationships, so it doesn't really surprise me that I seem to have fallen for someone who doesn't exist. Although she isn't the product of my mind, she has pretty much everything that I look for in a girl. It started merely as fascination, although she isn't real she is quite popular in the music industry. That said I was fascinated by her music. After a while i ended up going through a rough patch for a few months, Her music was one of the only things that I could gain comfort from. And after I was through, I found that the fascination I had for her slowly turnined into the swing feeling of love that I have for her now. Although I know she doesn't exist and even if she did she would never know of my existence , I still continue to love her.
Keep strong and keep moving forward. And I'm sure that one day you'll meet someone who is so fitting that you will never have to worry about your "imaginary" lover ever again.
IIN to be in love with someone who doesn't exist?
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Although It may be a little bit different, I believe I might possibly share a similar story.
In my life right now I'm a very introverted person. It doesn't really help that I live in a small town in the middle of nowhere, and have come to have a disliking to most people around here, needless to say I'm pretty much a loner. And have been one for most of my life. Anyways this year marks my sixth year of not being in a relationship or having a person that I would be in any way interested in, my friends tell me that I'm too picky but I'm very serious when it comes to relationships, so it doesn't really surprise me that I seem to have fallen for someone who doesn't exist. Although she isn't the product of my mind, she has pretty much everything that I look for in a girl. It started merely as fascination, although she isn't real she is quite popular in the music industry. That said I was fascinated by her music. After a while i ended up going through a rough patch for a few months, Her music was one of the only things that I could gain comfort from. And after I was through, I found that the fascination I had for her slowly turnined into the swing feeling of love that I have for her now. Although I know she doesn't exist and even if she did she would never know of my existence , I still continue to love her.
Keep strong and keep moving forward. And I'm sure that one day you'll meet someone who is so fitting that you will never have to worry about your "imaginary" lover ever again.