I think it may be quite normal as you want someone in your life and you probably believe that you can't so you made him up in order to try and feel better even though inside you,you feel pain. Seriously I have a big crush on FREAD WEASLEY. , things couldn't get worse...My brain keeps telling me "Girl he doesn't exist just get over it", however my heart says "he is real, he is what you always wanted even though you didn't know until you fell for him" . Everywhere I look I feel this feeling that he is looking at me,smiling, but I feel that this must stop because I'll end up being crazy in the end. It's just so sad that magic doesn't exist, neither does he.
Before I got these feelings about Fred Weasley , I had a crush on a guy which I seriously don't know a lot about and he probably doesn't even know me name, we would look at each other but sometimes he didn't seem to care about me he didn't look. Sometimes I had seen him and his brother looking at where I was and they were talking,probably talking about me as one of my friends who knows them told me that he is childish and he criticizes (not in a good way). I had faces a problem before this guy and then when all this mess started, I felt happy because I was strong and would forget everything, because I counted the days left for seeing him.
However,when Fred Weasley appeared in the picture a few days ago, I started forgetting about the other guy because I felt that "he is not like Fred, he is just another guy who has fooled you", but I keep feeling that when I grow up, I will still admire Frederick Weasley, because as in a matter of fact..he is so perfect for me. It's funny that I started crying years ago when I saw the Deathly Hallows part 2, when I saw Fred on the floor dead, his family's emotions, etc. I felt so sad, even though I didn't really care about Fred.
I just feel that Fred is the guy of my dreams and that it's impossible to find another guy to at least have his personality.
I am sorry for the grammar mistakes, English is not my main language.
*I had faced
Also, I just feel sometimes like " you know what?He is real and he is looking after me" but it's just my craziness anyway,whoever reads this will probably think I am mad, but it's okay.
Furthermore, you may believe that "girl you are just in love with the actor (James Phelps)" but it's not like that. Every time I see the actor's face, I feel normal even with a small smile, I feel that this way he is not Fred... I am being stupid right now ,aren't I ? Writing this down on the Internet. Oh well..sorry if I made you think I am stupid or crazy or I even annoyed you, really. :(
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I think it may be quite normal as you want someone in your life and you probably believe that you can't so you made him up in order to try and feel better even though inside you,you feel pain. Seriously I have a big crush on FREAD WEASLEY. , things couldn't get worse...My brain keeps telling me "Girl he doesn't exist just get over it", however my heart says "he is real, he is what you always wanted even though you didn't know until you fell for him" . Everywhere I look I feel this feeling that he is looking at me,smiling, but I feel that this must stop because I'll end up being crazy in the end. It's just so sad that magic doesn't exist, neither does he.
Before I got these feelings about Fred Weasley , I had a crush on a guy which I seriously don't know a lot about and he probably doesn't even know me name, we would look at each other but sometimes he didn't seem to care about me he didn't look. Sometimes I had seen him and his brother looking at where I was and they were talking,probably talking about me as one of my friends who knows them told me that he is childish and he criticizes (not in a good way). I had faces a problem before this guy and then when all this mess started, I felt happy because I was strong and would forget everything, because I counted the days left for seeing him.
However,when Fred Weasley appeared in the picture a few days ago, I started forgetting about the other guy because I felt that "he is not like Fred, he is just another guy who has fooled you", but I keep feeling that when I grow up, I will still admire Frederick Weasley, because as in a matter of fact..he is so perfect for me. It's funny that I started crying years ago when I saw the Deathly Hallows part 2, when I saw Fred on the floor dead, his family's emotions, etc. I felt so sad, even though I didn't really care about Fred.
I just feel that Fred is the guy of my dreams and that it's impossible to find another guy to at least have his personality.
RIP Frederick Weasley :'(
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I am sorry for the grammar mistakes, English is not my main language.
*I had faced
Also, I just feel sometimes like " you know what?He is real and he is looking after me" but it's just my craziness anyway,whoever reads this will probably think I am mad, but it's okay.
Furthermore, you may believe that "girl you are just in love with the actor (James Phelps)" but it's not like that. Every time I see the actor's face, I feel normal even with a small smile, I feel that this way he is not Fred... I am being stupid right now ,aren't I ? Writing this down on the Internet. Oh well..sorry if I made you think I am stupid or crazy or I even annoyed you, really. :(
*FRED WEASLEY