Is it normal to be in a relationship with your adoptive dad?
So this is a long story.
I was adopted at 8 but was with my adoptive family Since I was 6. My younger brother and I come from very serious physical and sexual abuse, the worst in my county,and were seperated because I was forced to do things to him. So I thought sex was love and normal at 3/4/5 years old. I Developed Reactive Attatchment Disorder, but was adopted by a couple(my family) and went through a ton of therapy. I was sexually abused and raped by my adoptive moms father (thinking it was normal) from 7-16, when I thought I was pregnant and the story got out. I denied it (lied) and moved on.
My adoptive parents split up. My adoptive dad and I began a sexual relationship the end of my junior year of school. It is emotional and physical now. I love him so much. I want to marry and bear children with him. He's in his fifties. He wasn't there toooooo much growing up so he's not "my dad". I am now 22.
Is it normal to love and have intimate relations with your adoptive father? It's consensual, unlike my life before.
Is it normal or is it wrong?