Is it normal to be homicidal
I'm an 18 year old female and I've been homicidal since I was 8. I don't know if it's something a majority of people can relate to at some point of their lives, but it's taken over a big part of mine. Whether I'm happy, sad, or angry I'm constantly thinking about killing, death, or dying. I don't know if it's because of the music I listen to or if I'm just fucked in the head, but regardless, it's the only thing I think about. I was obsessed with Hitler when I was 12 and obsessed with Columbine when I was 17, I always find myself obsessed with violence and tragedy. To make matters worse, I pretty much alienate myself so I have nothing better to do than to revolve around homicide.