Is it normal to be heartbroken from the idea of love?
The idea of love has been always hard to understand and express. My childhood was kinda messy, and that never made it easier. My emotions are always way to strong or not there at all. I've been in several relationships, and more often then not, we break it off because of my emotions or lack there of. There has been about two that I thought were more likely to "love" me. They also didnt work out, but it was their emotions that didn't, I guess, match mine. and thats ok. This idea of love has been draining me though. I want to find this person that doesn't exist in my life, and they might never. I don't know if people really feel this way too, I'm sure they do but I don't really know. I just dont know what to do.