Is it normal to be despised by your mother?

I would feel sry for me too... Then tell myself to wake the f up and continue on forward. Who is worthy of us setting our lives on hold for???
Indeed we all suffer to a degree through out experiences. However, that is all they eventually become..."experiences". Something we have gone through or seen others go through.
Take my experience as a lesson if you will:
A cow is a cow, a pig a pig, a lion is .... You guessed it, a loin!
Lets distinguish from all variety of beast out there and remember:
"Do not throw your pearls to swine"

Im so sorry 4 u.

Next step is to achieve a Phd... Lol

IIN ... I've honored my mother as much and undeservingly possible... Yet I am despised by her....Is that normal? Keep in mind, I am also a war veteran and a parent myself; a father.

This post is rather vague. Yes it is. Not that this is not sad.

I am the oldest. Her firstborn. I was almost aborted because she wasn't ready @ 18 to have a baby. I have done my best to honor her. I remember when I was about 4 yrs old and she was pregnant with my brother. I would serve her and bring her honey comb cereal. I did my best in school and even was elected class valedictorian in junior school. I played high school football without any prior experience and won championships. She only went to..."one" of my games.

Seriously! Wow. I am sorry. I am a mother of 3 and I love my kids. I would do anything for them. I can't imagine a mother not loving their own children. Maybe she is depressed. I am very sorry. Be strong