Is it normal to be attracted to addicts
So about 2 years ago I noticed a trend in the types of guy I was attracted to. Usually they were about 5 to 10 years older than me or more not sure if that part matters. But the real “Trend” was that they all seemed to be substance abusers and growing up my mom wasn’t really for that whole lifestyle but my dad I’m pretty sure is an alcoholic and he was even addicted to oxy when I was really young and I actually didn’t find this out until recently. So I don’t think it’s some sort of childhood thing. Anyways I was just wondering if anyone thought there was a reason for this. Also I should mention that 3 of the guys have been to rehab and 2 are sober. Idk maybe I have some weird complex or some shit. And also I only smoke weed but some of them have done worse like pills and cocaine. Anyways please vote or shoot a message. Also I’m 20 y/o. Oh ya and I want to mention I don’t think it’s the fact that they are addicts that I’m attracted to they all just seem to be and that’s who I am attracted to. Is this normal?