Is it normal to be angry and want to kill people for no reason
i have these weird thoughts in my head, like a voice telling me that it would be funny to push for example my brother down the steps (i never do it i just kind of slightly put my hands on his back but thats all). or sometimes i get angry for no reason and want to be alone with no one around, and when i'm alone i like to sit in the dark and listen to music about hurting people. i'am a nice person in general but sometimes i just get angry and scream and say things to my friends and family that i don't mean. sometimes i think i'm not myself like i'm a different person. please someone help.