Is it normal to be an ftm and...

I would say that if you want to look at & play with a sexual organ...that would be considered sexually wanting it, unless its your own. Other than that (like the person above mentioned) I'm not sure of the question. Yes, its normal for people to have sexual desires for other peoples pink parts.

I'm an FTM, and I am only attracted to females sexually.

I do get off on watching gay porn, but I don't really watch the sex.

I think FTMs have a fascination with the penis because it's something that we were supposed to be born with, and we don't have it.

I've had my packer for close to a year, and even though it's fake, I still examine it very closely.

For those who are wondering:
FTM: Female To Male
MTF: Male To Female

So basically it means the transitioned.

I personally don't get what you're trying to ask, sorry for no helpful tips.

What's an FTM?