Is it normal to be an asswhole all the time?

I guess that doesn't help much (it's asshole not asswhole). Try to keep yourself in check. That fact that you can recognize you're being bitchy is a good start. When you're about to say or do something that would qualify as such just don't say it. Bite your tongue. Think of another way to get your point across without being abrasive. Remember what you wrote here regarding your bf "i love him so much it's freaking crazy." It's going to take a conscious effort but just don't act that way. And if you need some more motivation, i can tell you you're going do drive a lot people away from you if you keep it up, leaving you lonely and miserable. Most people don't like being around "asswholes."

I giggled. Nice.