Gora Don't you dare say I don't love my fwb. He has been gone in military training for two months, to be back in 5 days, and I am pulling my hair out in anticipation. I bawled on the floor harder than ever when he left, even with the promise he is coming back. He was going to say goodbye forever once we graduated but he didn't. I want to hold him in my arms and tell him I love him for the first time so much right now, the way I wanted to tell him I loved him before he left. A part of me has been missing for two months and I don't know if I could even go on if he did actually say goodbye forever. I wouldn't have.
My love goes beyond anything, obsession kicks in, and I always dream for the cheesy happily ever after. Maybe I recognize other great guys out there (and also realize the bad ones *cough cough*) but once I fall in love, there's no falling out. Hence, loving two people at the same time. Hence, why I was afraid.
Is it normal to be afraid to meet someone online for this reason?
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Gora Don't you dare say I don't love my fwb. He has been gone in military training for two months, to be back in 5 days, and I am pulling my hair out in anticipation. I bawled on the floor harder than ever when he left, even with the promise he is coming back. He was going to say goodbye forever once we graduated but he didn't. I want to hold him in my arms and tell him I love him for the first time so much right now, the way I wanted to tell him I loved him before he left. A part of me has been missing for two months and I don't know if I could even go on if he did actually say goodbye forever. I wouldn't have.
My love goes beyond anything, obsession kicks in, and I always dream for the cheesy happily ever after. Maybe I recognize other great guys out there (and also realize the bad ones *cough cough*) but once I fall in love, there's no falling out. Hence, loving two people at the same time. Hence, why I was afraid.