Is it normal to be absolutely terrified of death?

Don't worrie about it, I nearly fucken died once and I'm pretty sure a chemical gets released in the body at the time that makes you completely fine with it. For example I was chocking to death on a peice of steak mid-conversation and I tried to play it cool I was trying to reef it up with my throaty muscles no affect, so I nodded like iz still listening and tryed to as causally as possible fuck off to the sink turnt on the water to try and lube it up to get it down. When I realized I was trying to drink and the water was just falling out of my mouth I fucken panicked and I walked over grabbed my ex lover gently by the shoulder and was trying to say heimlich over and over she said later it freaked her out because my mouth was moving and nothing was coming out and my eyes were buldging outta my head. Anyhow my vison started to fade and I felt this fuzzy feeling inside and I turnt around heading for the carpet (We were in the kitchen and I knew I was gonna drop) and my thoughts turnt to "Oh well, at least I know how I died" and I just accepted death and went to lay down to die. Well she figured it out and gave me the heimlich and scolded me about how the universal sign for chocking is to put both your hands to your neck 😂😂😂 and how don't ever do that to me again I was too high for that shit.