I don't think you understand this was only one incident. My father was abusive beyond belief I want to get away far far away. about a month later my mom showed up in the picture but this was only after I convinced myself that I was going to get away. prior to that nothing no calls from her nothing for over 2 years. while I was living with my dad. I had a pair of shoes that needed to be replaced he said they were fine but I knew better sometime in the fall I was pulled out of class by a teacher who with her own money purchased me new shoes. I needed AND wanted them. That the thing I've wanted things I did not need I've needed things I did not want but when the two came together I'd get it. Take my wife I wanted to date her in high school so bad it hurt but I did not need her at the time. Later in life I still wanted her then one day I had a really bad breakup I needed a friend I wanted to see her. I did nothing out of the ordinary except I moved in with some friends and she showed up with one of my roommates GF's she didn't even know I lived there. She stayed the night and we married a little over a year later. like I said always wanted never really needed then I needed her I was going to kill myself that night nobody knew, but she was the catalyst for seeking help for my medical illness. Want and need the two together makes things happen in my life that I cannot explain other than fate.
Is it normal to always get what you want AND need?
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I don't think you understand this was only one incident. My father was abusive beyond belief I want to get away far far away. about a month later my mom showed up in the picture but this was only after I convinced myself that I was going to get away. prior to that nothing no calls from her nothing for over 2 years. while I was living with my dad. I had a pair of shoes that needed to be replaced he said they were fine but I knew better sometime in the fall I was pulled out of class by a teacher who with her own money purchased me new shoes. I needed AND wanted them. That the thing I've wanted things I did not need I've needed things I did not want but when the two came together I'd get it. Take my wife I wanted to date her in high school so bad it hurt but I did not need her at the time. Later in life I still wanted her then one day I had a really bad breakup I needed a friend I wanted to see her. I did nothing out of the ordinary except I moved in with some friends and she showed up with one of my roommates GF's she didn't even know I lived there. She stayed the night and we married a little over a year later. like I said always wanted never really needed then I needed her I was going to kill myself that night nobody knew, but she was the catalyst for seeking help for my medical illness. Want and need the two together makes things happen in my life that I cannot explain other than fate.