Sounds to me like you might have a mood disorder of some sort. It is not uncommon for people with borderliners to act one way when they are in the company of other people who might judge them harshly or even be mean to them whenever they show their sad. They would most likely just say something like this:
Why are you so sad? aren't you enjoying our company? you are such a drag. Cheer up! Or something of that nature. It's not like they would give you any valid advices if you started telling them about your low moods, chances are they'd either make fun of you or start treating you like you are the one who can't put up with sadness and makes a big deal out of it. Or they would just blame your bad moods on you and some intrinsic inability you have to deal with whatever is making you feel that way. Which is a mistery even to you. So you have to put on a "brave face" at least look like everything is okey because otherwise you'd start blaming most of it on everyone else, and spoil the dinner. Then kind of get kicked out. So there is some denial on your part and some lack of hempathy on the other, part. And in the end everyone can keep carefully avoiding talking about real subjects and real troubles making you need to hide your emotions or ignore those who display them.
Now I got to go. The usual stalker.
Is it normal to act different?
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Sounds to me like you might have a mood disorder of some sort. It is not uncommon for people with borderliners to act one way when they are in the company of other people who might judge them harshly or even be mean to them whenever they show their sad. They would most likely just say something like this:
Why are you so sad? aren't you enjoying our company? you are such a drag. Cheer up! Or something of that nature. It's not like they would give you any valid advices if you started telling them about your low moods, chances are they'd either make fun of you or start treating you like you are the one who can't put up with sadness and makes a big deal out of it. Or they would just blame your bad moods on you and some intrinsic inability you have to deal with whatever is making you feel that way. Which is a mistery even to you. So you have to put on a "brave face" at least look like everything is okey because otherwise you'd start blaming most of it on everyone else, and spoil the dinner. Then kind of get kicked out. So there is some denial on your part and some lack of hempathy on the other, part. And in the end everyone can keep carefully avoiding talking about real subjects and real troubles making you need to hide your emotions or ignore those who display them.
Now I got to go. The usual stalker.