i dont know if you've read 50 shades of Grey, but Christian Grey was particularly possessive and determined that Ana's sex would belong to him and him only. He got jealous that she had even kissed another guy when she was younger.
There'e nothing wrong with this at all I don't think, it is clear that there is a strong connection betweent sex and love and that's brilliant because Sex should mean something. Maybe thats why you're hurting now, you realise that your lover was used for it.
Good on you for realising the issue and trying to deal with it. It'll heal with time. Remember, Ana and Christian had a happy everr after, so you'' be fine!!
Is it normal this still hurts?(her first time)
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i dont know if you've read 50 shades of Grey, but Christian Grey was particularly possessive and determined that Ana's sex would belong to him and him only. He got jealous that she had even kissed another guy when she was younger.
There'e nothing wrong with this at all I don't think, it is clear that there is a strong connection betweent sex and love and that's brilliant because Sex should mean something. Maybe thats why you're hurting now, you realise that your lover was used for it.
Good on you for realising the issue and trying to deal with it. It'll heal with time. Remember, Ana and Christian had a happy everr after, so you'' be fine!!