This is why I want to wait until marriage with someone who wants the same.
I want to avoid that feeling you felt trying to think of an explanation for your child...
Because I will never be okay with it...
The only other option I have is to change my morals and believe it's okay to sleep with whoever and whenever.
I will have to just de-value sex so that I will no longer think of it as one of the most intimate acts of love, that exists to show that one special person how glad you are that you will be spending the rest of your life with them.
I see people as a package, a collective collage.
Made up of their past and present.
To me, someone who lost their virginity to some random person years ago is not like me...
They are just part of the crowd who were curious and gave in to their urges.
Is it normal this still hurts?(her first time)
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This is why I want to wait until marriage with someone who wants the same.
I want to avoid that feeling you felt trying to think of an explanation for your child...
Because I will never be okay with it...
The only other option I have is to change my morals and believe it's okay to sleep with whoever and whenever.
I will have to just de-value sex so that I will no longer think of it as one of the most intimate acts of love, that exists to show that one special person how glad you are that you will be spending the rest of your life with them.
I see people as a package, a collective collage.
Made up of their past and present.
To me, someone who lost their virginity to some random person years ago is not like me...
They are just part of the crowd who were curious and gave in to their urges.