Can you think back to the first time you had these thoughts of jealousy about her? Was there some interaction between you two that made you feel awkward or uncomfortable about her lover? Or does her situation remind you of something else?
I said come back because I missed your last comment by like 7 minutes and it made me worry you were suicidal or something by what you said. I hope that's not the case! I really wish I could help with this :(
I wouldnt end it because of this in particular, I would because it would be easier. Maybe you can help :) you seem bright and like I said I have nowhere to turn.
Easier is almost never better. Dont even think about it young man! I work hard every day to try and be positive. I have my share of problems and issues and its not always easy getting through the day. But people count on me and in ways I count on them so I keep pushing myself to try and make the best of my life and what little I have in it. It takes a lot of effort and it took a while for me to see that I can actually help myself.
I've been doing that since I was a child, ever since I was little I knew it would be easier to just crumble. I like living because of fiction, I read novels, watch tv and just pretend I'm there and not here and it keeps me sane. I have a very hard time being near people because of things done to me, and worse things I've done. But this woman ruined my fucking life temporarily.
I'm sorry for whatever has happened to you but I'm glad you have some things to occupy your time and mind. Plus knowing that its a problem is a huge step towarda correcting it. And some of us are here for you but there are always the assholes too, like whoever posted that first comment ;)
IIN this jealousy is killing me
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Can you think back to the first time you had these thoughts of jealousy about her? Was there some interaction between you two that made you feel awkward or uncomfortable about her lover? Or does her situation remind you of something else?
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I cant seem to figure it out, I just wish I would have never met her.
I cant help these feelings my mind is playing tricks on me .
come back? Noooooo
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I said come back because I missed your last comment by like 7 minutes and it made me worry you were suicidal or something by what you said. I hope that's not the case! I really wish I could help with this :(
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I wouldnt end it because of this in particular, I would because it would be easier. Maybe you can help :) you seem bright and like I said I have nowhere to turn.
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Easier is almost never better. Dont even think about it young man! I work hard every day to try and be positive. I have my share of problems and issues and its not always easy getting through the day. But people count on me and in ways I count on them so I keep pushing myself to try and make the best of my life and what little I have in it. It takes a lot of effort and it took a while for me to see that I can actually help myself.
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I've been doing that since I was a child, ever since I was little I knew it would be easier to just crumble. I like living because of fiction, I read novels, watch tv and just pretend I'm there and not here and it keeps me sane. I have a very hard time being near people because of things done to me, and worse things I've done. But this woman ruined my fucking life temporarily.
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I'm sorry for whatever has happened to you but I'm glad you have some things to occupy your time and mind. Plus knowing that its a problem is a huge step towarda correcting it. And some of us are here for you but there are always the assholes too, like whoever posted that first comment ;)