to anyone who may not feel I am being completely fair in my emotions . I can appreciate your perspective but I just want to make note to read the above comment about the past experiences I had causing me anxiety about it but also that , this is a specialist here and not just a general doctor who has limited knowledge in many areas , she specializes solely in these symptoms but also that I just don't feel its fair to me to play the "let's see what happens game" and then hand me a bunch of pills . It feels so random like they are swinging for the fences . I would have felt much better at least with more testing and a closer diagnosis where we have some hope .. at this time I think I am reasonable in feeling uneasy when I basically have no idea what's wrong with me or if it will ever be fixed .. not to say it wont but its natural for me to feel that way without an answer . I feel given up on and I am not going to picket or parade around for justice or something but I am by no means a weak character or dramatic .. I shrug off a lot of things and been through hard times without a complaint that maybe a lot of people it would traumatize them . I don't want you to feel I want this doctors sympathy or having a tantrum I just feel this experience is a bit silly and unacceptable , when somethings wrong , somethings wrong .. it has to be taken seriously especially whenever it comes to things like eating or breathing etc. functions that are in our every day life and tools we need to survive . I hope you can understand and thank you for all your comments everyone , I do appreciate you taking the time to at least analyze my post and come to some response for me . be well be happy be love . Namaste
IIN this doctor appointment was unacceptable to me
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to anyone who may not feel I am being completely fair in my emotions . I can appreciate your perspective but I just want to make note to read the above comment about the past experiences I had causing me anxiety about it but also that , this is a specialist here and not just a general doctor who has limited knowledge in many areas , she specializes solely in these symptoms but also that I just don't feel its fair to me to play the "let's see what happens game" and then hand me a bunch of pills . It feels so random like they are swinging for the fences . I would have felt much better at least with more testing and a closer diagnosis where we have some hope .. at this time I think I am reasonable in feeling uneasy when I basically have no idea what's wrong with me or if it will ever be fixed .. not to say it wont but its natural for me to feel that way without an answer . I feel given up on and I am not going to picket or parade around for justice or something but I am by no means a weak character or dramatic .. I shrug off a lot of things and been through hard times without a complaint that maybe a lot of people it would traumatize them . I don't want you to feel I want this doctors sympathy or having a tantrum I just feel this experience is a bit silly and unacceptable , when somethings wrong , somethings wrong .. it has to be taken seriously especially whenever it comes to things like eating or breathing etc. functions that are in our every day life and tools we need to survive . I hope you can understand and thank you for all your comments everyone , I do appreciate you taking the time to at least analyze my post and come to some response for me . be well be happy be love . Namaste