Wow, it's sure piling up in your mind.
First, just forget about your family for now and concentrate on YOUR life for now. Deep down , you know you'll always be the first born and a member of the family; don't make too big a thing about the new baby.
Second, it's quite normal to go from an excellent student in high school to less than mediocre in college. You've stepped up to a level where all the dumbasses from high school got left behind and you have to rise to the challenge, not fall to pieces. You are there because you earned your place; act like it.
Or quit! I tried college three times and hated every single minute of it (except for the girls; where else does a horny guy find so many hot, intelligent women in one place?). But hey, I hated high school too, and every other school I've ever been to.
You are pretty much an adult now; act like it. Developing all these panic attacks and crying spells, is just plain counterproductive. You are driving yourself insane for no good reason!
Only two choices I can see for you;
1) stay in school and buckle down and do it as well as you can.
2) leave school and find something else to do. Buckle down and do it as well as you can.
IIN the emotions I'm having?
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Wow, it's sure piling up in your mind.
First, just forget about your family for now and concentrate on YOUR life for now. Deep down , you know you'll always be the first born and a member of the family; don't make too big a thing about the new baby.
Second, it's quite normal to go from an excellent student in high school to less than mediocre in college. You've stepped up to a level where all the dumbasses from high school got left behind and you have to rise to the challenge, not fall to pieces. You are there because you earned your place; act like it.
Or quit! I tried college three times and hated every single minute of it (except for the girls; where else does a horny guy find so many hot, intelligent women in one place?). But hey, I hated high school too, and every other school I've ever been to.
You are pretty much an adult now; act like it. Developing all these panic attacks and crying spells, is just plain counterproductive. You are driving yourself insane for no good reason!
Only two choices I can see for you;
1) stay in school and buckle down and do it as well as you can.
2) leave school and find something else to do. Buckle down and do it as well as you can.