I just don't want to think that she will be gone. After everything. It has to end short lived life. I am not sacrificing anything, I just don't want to know. She doesn't deserve this fate. No I don't want that. I just want her to know that she matters even after she's gone. I just feel careless because I don't want to realize reality.
You give German girl the best, most fun time of her life ever. You make her feel loved and that she will be missed.
Then you grieve FOR HER. Not for you.
Then you listen to "Skillet - Lucy"
Then you bawl your eyes out when it reaches the part in the song that goes: "I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking back at me"
Then you pick yourself up
Brush your teeth
Move on with your life.
It doesn't help you, or anyone around you, to make your own life miserable by "not caring" anymore and being reckless.
People have different ways they want to cope with things. Not caring isn't the right way, but I'm not the type to say I told ya so because I think the hardest part of holding on is letting it go.
IIN that you feel numb knowing your friend is dying
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I just don't want to think that she will be gone. After everything. It has to end short lived life. I am not sacrificing anything, I just don't want to know. She doesn't deserve this fate. No I don't want that. I just want her to know that she matters even after she's gone. I just feel careless because I don't want to realize reality.
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Here's what you do:
You give German girl the best, most fun time of her life ever. You make her feel loved and that she will be missed.
Then you grieve FOR HER. Not for you.
Then you listen to "Skillet - Lucy"
Then you bawl your eyes out when it reaches the part in the song that goes: "I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking back at me"
Then you pick yourself up
Brush your teeth
Move on with your life.
It doesn't help you, or anyone around you, to make your own life miserable by "not caring" anymore and being reckless.
Because, in the end, you still have to live.
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Had it right except for the song.
You listen to "POD - Goodbye For Now."
People have different ways they want to cope with things. Not caring isn't the right way, but I'm not the type to say I told ya so because I think the hardest part of holding on is letting it go.