Is it normal that when women suffer or die i get aroused.
Since I could remember I would be aroused by womens feet and women suffering or dying. I would masturbate to that since I could masturbate since I had memory. As I grew older it went away but one day I saw Hostel part 2 and there where many scenes where women got killed and it really turned me on and I remembered what I used to think about as a child. I never hurt anyone or though about hurting someone but sometimes I fantasize about it. Also when having sex I like to be rough and bite alot or grab by the neck, maybe this has something to do with it?