Is it normal that when i got for a poo i wipe my arse with my hands?

Whenever I go to the toilet I like to wipe my arse with my hands, then eat it. I know this sounds disgusting, but I enjoy the taste of my own poo. I love fingering my arse when there's poo in there, I love the smell of it. When I eat my poo I sometimes taste what I had for dinner the other night, it's so tasty.