Is it normal that she hurts me, but i don't ever want to leave?
Okay, so there's this friend (let's call her... Susan). Susan and I have been friends since grade school. Like, like-liked each other. We've dated all of 3 times so far. The first time was horrible. We didn't do anything(and we dated for a month), and she ended up cheating on me, claiming that she was tired of waiting. The second time, which was a whole year later, I kissed her at a party and we dated for another month. Susan, again, cheated on me when she went out of time with family. 5 months later, Susan broke up with the boy, and we decided that we should try with Friend with Benifits. The second I kissed her, we knew it wouldn't work, so we decided to be together. That time, it only lasted for four days. She, AGAIN, found a guy. And I finally asked her, why does she always cheat on me with other guys. What she said was 'I have daddy issues, I've never been able to trust a male before, so I'm going to date as many guys as I can until I can find someone I can trust.'... I guess I can handle the fact that she has problems, I just don't understand why it only happens with me.. But, the real question I have is, why do I still love her, and want to be with her? Why can't I just hate her for breaking my heart so many times, and just leave? Why do I still want- no, need her?...