Is it normal that only exhibitionism turns me on?
Even as a little girl I was turned on by the idea of showing off my body and letting other people use it... even when I was in single digit ages I would get naked for passing cars and get a distinctly sexual rush from it. I've had faithful relationships and I always wear the "good girl" mask. I never cheat, etc. But monogamous sex gets stale fast. I have never come during "boyfriend sex" unless my mind was elsewhere... thinking about getting double teamed by two strangers with a crowd watching is usually the one that does it for me. Even the best "boyfriend sex" doesn't compare to the rush I get from seeing the look on some strange man's face as I flash him some titty at a red light and then speed off. Sometimes I go out in public dressed super slutty just to get attention... sometimes I even let perfect strangers grope/finger me and then walk away leaving them blue balled. I LIKE thinking of myself as a whore, so much so that I have a really hard time believing that "most women" really want monogamous, private encounters. Is it normal?