Is it normal that my life is a cage?

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Is it normal that boys treat me like garbage? I am not dissing about a break up. I'm dissing about guys in general. I have to deal with guys making smarmy remarks about every single person I've hooked up with. They comment and judge every single guy I have made out with. I am beautiful, smart and funny. I go to an all girls prep high school. I drive a BMW, I am on student council and run a popular social scene and I come home at night and think about suicide. What if this is all my life has to offer? It scares the hell out of me. I'm so bored with the people I hang out with. They are the exact same jocks and plastic girls. I listen to the sex pistols and white stripes. Is it normal that I obsess over my weight? I have to be perfect. Is it normal that the first thing my father asks me every day is if i worked out? I work out every day. I know my body is good. I have the flattest and most toned stomach yet i have boobs and a booty. Partly thanks to throwing up after every meal. My parents know I do this and do nothing. I'm slowly dying in this life.

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Based on 56 votes (20 yes)
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  • BOYracer88
    13 years ago

    cheer up, goth

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  • Nakkiel
    13 years ago

    try cutting yourself, seems to work for all of the other emo chicks.

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  • starkitty
    13 years ago

    honey, stop killing yourself over your physically appearance, people are always hotter when they dont try. focus on what you want in life- what YOU want, not what others want of you

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    Stop trying to appease everyone else and do want you want. You listen to the sex pistols did rotten care what people thought ? No he was himself and all people have the right to be themselves but society is built on a pile of shit so fuck um. Also I suggest you see a therapist to deal with the depression and a doctor to deal with the "eating habit" it helps best of luck.

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  • Sexcrzyfuck
    14 years ago

    Maybe you should stop pleasing other people? and start to please yourself? Tell your parents to fuck off, and start leading your own life, i mean think of it, if your father is asking everyday if you worked out, thats just sick..i mean its good to get exercise, but WTF??? Obviously, you are not happy the way your life is going.. And take my word suicide is not the answer..i've been in more psychiatric hospitals than people should even know about, and i'm pretty, slim, and guys love me, but i say FUCK THEM, I'm gonna do what makes ME happy, I don't need to live a social popular life just so i can have people talk behind my back, and others to comment what i can and cant do! I'm 18 and god do i hate people.. i know what makes me happy is taking care of animals, writing depressing poetry, and the Arts. Sadly a lot of the people who are depressed are the ones who have all the nice things, because they think thats what is gonna make them be liked and approved of..I mean who cares what people think of you now because in reality YOU ARE NOT going to see them in about 30 years anyway, and they wont give a shit about you.. SO REBEL!! and do what makes you happy :]

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  • gaelicwolf
    14 years ago

    Your entire environment, your entire LIFE, sounds harmful. It sounds to me you're surrounded by horribly superficial people, your parents included. My only advice is to get away from it as soon as you can. There IS more to life than this.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    You are a mess: depressed, eating disordered, suicidal ideas - don't gloss it over. Get to your Dr right away and get help.

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  • xino00
    14 years ago

    it's normal that boys treat some people like garbage.

    Damn man, you drive a BMW O_o
    And yes it's normal to be obsess with your weight.

    "yet i have boobs and a booty." damn, I would love to tap your ass if I can:(

    Well I think you should do something that should keep you occupied.
    Interact with more people who finds life hard or have a bad life. Or get a charity job.

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  • nothing2
    14 years ago

    you don't have much to worry about. except yourself and your own happiness.

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  • StoneHorse
    14 years ago

    i think a lot of ppl feel this way.
    we all learn a generally accepted truth that spans our entire lives and does not contain the "self"
    we are a directionless and spiritually fragmented ppl,
    but we are getting somewhere
    Hang in there

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