I don't really understand the aggression... I mean, yeah almost 2 decades ago a young woman made a mistake. I can't even remember her name, let alone "confront" her. I guess it was "wrong" but I still don't feel abused. I don't know why. I'm not afraid of what happened, I just... don't really know what to make of it all.
For some reason I can't just make myself think "I was sexually molested & abused, and am angry about it!" Everyone keeps saying see a psychologist. I really dislike the idea! I don't think I'm mentally sick? It is kind of you to offer support of course, but I don't know what action to take.
My friends have mostly told me yeah, it's weird... and asked me questions. "How does it make you feel?" and all that stuff. A few have also told me I was abused. A greater number have said it's "hot" and that the idea aroused them. Honestly, nothing all that useful.
IIN that my babysitter was my first sexual encounter? (both female)
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I don't really understand the aggression... I mean, yeah almost 2 decades ago a young woman made a mistake. I can't even remember her name, let alone "confront" her. I guess it was "wrong" but I still don't feel abused. I don't know why. I'm not afraid of what happened, I just... don't really know what to make of it all.
For some reason I can't just make myself think "I was sexually molested & abused, and am angry about it!" Everyone keeps saying see a psychologist. I really dislike the idea! I don't think I'm mentally sick? It is kind of you to offer support of course, but I don't know what action to take.
My friends have mostly told me yeah, it's weird... and asked me questions. "How does it make you feel?" and all that stuff. A few have also told me I was abused. A greater number have said it's "hot" and that the idea aroused them. Honestly, nothing all that useful.