Well I do appreciate the advice and time... just, I really wouldn't do anything like that.
The reason I said I don't consider it "abuse" is that... I dunno. I don't feel abused. I know LEGALLY it is, but I don't have any negative feelings about it, just sort of a curiosity about the whole thing.
I do have a strange past regarding sexual encounters but I don't think I have anything diagnosable (lest it be for adderall, they give that to any old person these days).
Should I be more upset about it? Sometimes I feel like I should be angry, or feel abused. I just don't. Is that weird? I even fantasize about it sometimes when masturbating. GAH! I don't know!
IIN that my babysitter was my first sexual encounter? (both female)
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Well I do appreciate the advice and time... just, I really wouldn't do anything like that.
The reason I said I don't consider it "abuse" is that... I dunno. I don't feel abused. I know LEGALLY it is, but I don't have any negative feelings about it, just sort of a curiosity about the whole thing.
I do have a strange past regarding sexual encounters but I don't think I have anything diagnosable (lest it be for adderall, they give that to any old person these days).
Should I be more upset about it? Sometimes I feel like I should be angry, or feel abused. I just don't. Is that weird? I even fantasize about it sometimes when masturbating. GAH! I don't know!
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Its gray.
And a little mind boggling.
Hmm, maybe that's your psychological condition? Lol
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I'm deeply afflicted with BMS (Boggled-Mind Syndrome). Yeah, most likely.