Is it normal that its saturday night and i'm home?

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it's saturday night and i'm home... in my bed... just like last saturday and probably the one before that. My boyfriend or actually ex-boyfriend left for college a couple months ago, and it has been really hard to get over it. add to the broken heart the fact that i have no friends, or at least i feel like i have no friends. sure at school i talk to "friends" and we sometimes hang out on the weekends, but when i really need a friend there is no one there. for instance, i turned 18 a couple weeks ago and um... yeah i had no one to celebrate with. two friends did come over and we were going to eat cake but my mom forgot it was my birthday and so i had no cake. my ex- boyfriend called me on my birthday and well i acted as if it were the best birthday ever, because i didn't want him to think that i was still crying over him ( which i still do).
sometimes i try to console my self thinking that next year in college things will get better... but the truth is i dread thinking about college, because my dad won't let me study what i want and he wont let me leave this town. I'm not really exited aboout that either.
i guess i want to know if it is normal to be 18, in your high school senior year, and have no friends, and feel totally lonely, and feel like your life is going absolutely no where.

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  • That_Guy_From_The_Party
    13 years ago

    What do you mean your dad doesn't allow you to study what you want and leave the town? you have human rights god dammit... And yes your situation is normal ( except the dad part) happened to every body eventually. And if you're 18 you can rent a house with a roommate or something and find a job so you will think less about all that shit around you.

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  • Rusty-Rider
    8 years ago

    I will be your friend. Happy Birthday!

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    • daydreamer394
      8 years ago

      This was 5 years ago.

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      • Rusty-Rider
        8 years ago

        I didn't catch the date. Oh well, unless she's dead, she probably still needs friends and it's still her birthday.

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  • unsure106
    13 years ago

    It is not normal for your mother to forget your birthday. It sounds like you at least had those two people on your birthday. Hold on to those friends.

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  • Neel
    13 years ago

    you are normal..but start making friends
    make good friends..i know its not easy to find good friends...

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  • -Smallz-
    13 years ago

    damn... i can relate to some of the things your saying. i feel like crap :(

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  • leafs_fan22
    13 years ago

    best thing is to go out and have a good time, chill with someone from school and do something fun, guarantee it'll make you feel better

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