Is it normal that it hurts after?

I was never rude, so know me well and I order you to call me a gentleman, thank you, your opinions I will murder them. And let me tell you now that I hate you, you piece of filth, and before you ever have a chance to win, you have rude behaviour, mine doesn't exist, my evil doesn't exist, at all. It means nothing, idiot, it doesn't even mean I'm not just writing, that it must be evil writing, well it's not, it means nothing, and what you call rude that's not what I mean, I have no meaning, I'm the all-good, all-never-rude, absolutely-imperfect-man-who-doesn't-need-the-slightest-change, professional, anti-trolling, attacking-on-angry-shitheads-like-you man of the universe. I'm not an asshole, you are, and I'm not an annoying thing, you are, I'm not rude, you are, so to frustrate your will to win, go shoot yourself you filthy, cranky old woman, my reputation's on the line and I'm modest and you know it, I don't do things excessively, I hope you're having absolutely no fun you unprofessional woman, you're a hateful, whinging arsehole! What I am is a philosopher, a professor, not all the evil shit people call me. I'm not going to win, you're not either, we'll both lose, and you're angry and hurt so screw you to the dust!