Depression is the worst, sometimes it can make you feel like there's literally something seriously wrong with you. Unfortunately there are SO many people that go through the same thing you do. I've been severely depressed before, even dropped out of a semester of college slaughtering my GPA when my very first semester was a 3.9 at that school and I also know of someone who did the same exact thing. I even tried to kill myself when I was, as in was I mean four months ago, only 19 years old after a long period of unfortunate events that I thought I couldn't handle, but I could and I was lucky enough for a second chance. I'm only 20 and I can't even tell you all the crap I've been through. Now I'm a nanny and I have someone I am in love with and I'm with my family and surrounding myself with good things so all of the bad things that bitch called life gives me doesn't bring me down. You need to take a break and relax, hang out with some friends. If you don't have any, I'll be your friend, we can watch movies together via the internet and talk on the phone. Find something you enjoy doing don't rush and worry about the future all the time. There are so many hardships in life, but that's just the way life is, it's almost always one thing after another but you have to realize that nothing will come your way that you can't handle, you can literally do anything. You also should talk with your family about how you feel. Families are the best in situations like that. You also have to realize how many other people out there that are going through so much worse, people that don't even have a place to live, don't even have a family to worry about caring if they're not there. Sorry for all the rambling, your situation hits my sympathy with true heartache.
Is it normal that Im the most pathetic 19 year old who ever lived?
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Depression is the worst, sometimes it can make you feel like there's literally something seriously wrong with you. Unfortunately there are SO many people that go through the same thing you do. I've been severely depressed before, even dropped out of a semester of college slaughtering my GPA when my very first semester was a 3.9 at that school and I also know of someone who did the same exact thing. I even tried to kill myself when I was, as in was I mean four months ago, only 19 years old after a long period of unfortunate events that I thought I couldn't handle, but I could and I was lucky enough for a second chance. I'm only 20 and I can't even tell you all the crap I've been through. Now I'm a nanny and I have someone I am in love with and I'm with my family and surrounding myself with good things so all of the bad things that bitch called life gives me doesn't bring me down. You need to take a break and relax, hang out with some friends. If you don't have any, I'll be your friend, we can watch movies together via the internet and talk on the phone. Find something you enjoy doing don't rush and worry about the future all the time. There are so many hardships in life, but that's just the way life is, it's almost always one thing after another but you have to realize that nothing will come your way that you can't handle, you can literally do anything. You also should talk with your family about how you feel. Families are the best in situations like that. You also have to realize how many other people out there that are going through so much worse, people that don't even have a place to live, don't even have a family to worry about caring if they're not there. Sorry for all the rambling, your situation hits my sympathy with true heartache.