Is it normal that im sexually obsessed with my sister?
Im 19 and she's 21, i've been sexually obsessed with her ever since i can remember.
We've never done anything sexual though she let me give her foot massages until she realised it got me off.
When i was with my ex i'd fantasise it was my sister i was in bed with, and i masterbate over her whenever shes in the back garden and cant help smelling her dirty underwear every morning.
I cant help myself staring at her body and she notices and it gets awkward, she'll say something to me and i wont take it in i'll just be thinking how sexy her legs look or how badly i want her ass.
I thought i'd get over her as i got older and met other girls but its getting worse, i've even started dreaming about her and i want her more than anything.
Is that so weird? I believe other people want their sisters, just its socially wrong so nobody admits it. Am i normal?