Is it normal that im attracted to my dead friends mom?
My bestfriend died a little over a year ago and I was also in love with her. Idk what it is but the past 6 months I've been masterbating and thinking about her mom. And now I just feel like a piece of crap . I care very much about her mom and I want to help her get back on her feet but now I just feel like I'm betraying my friend and I have secret feelings about her mom . I just feel wrong but idk what to do.