When I was a teenager I remember I wanted to be a sociopath because they're charming. I suck at socializing, too. What you're experiencing is called a schizoid fantasy, and you'll find that if you could escape people, you'd be much worse off. People are designed to be social (some would say anti-social), and when we're without contact, we get... a little fucked up. Like, "I can't tell the difference between right and wrong, let's go kill people and rape their stab wounds" fucked up. Or worse, never shaving and eating your own excrement fucked up.
You want to be a social wizard? Do what I did. Cocktail: haldol, antidepressants and ritalin. Assuming the haldol doesn't make you beg for death because your skeleton starts trying to crawl out of your skin, you'll be so fucked up that you'll feel all the social anxieties just melt away.
IIN that I wish to no longer feel the desire to be around others?
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When I was a teenager I remember I wanted to be a sociopath because they're charming. I suck at socializing, too. What you're experiencing is called a schizoid fantasy, and you'll find that if you could escape people, you'd be much worse off. People are designed to be social (some would say anti-social), and when we're without contact, we get... a little fucked up. Like, "I can't tell the difference between right and wrong, let's go kill people and rape their stab wounds" fucked up. Or worse, never shaving and eating your own excrement fucked up.
You want to be a social wizard? Do what I did. Cocktail: haldol, antidepressants and ritalin. Assuming the haldol doesn't make you beg for death because your skeleton starts trying to crawl out of your skin, you'll be so fucked up that you'll feel all the social anxieties just melt away.