Is it normal that i wish severus snape was here?
I wish that he was here because I see him as a father and I want him to be here with me so we can be a family. I love him very much and he means alot to me since my birthfather did nothing for me except made my mom concieve me while Severus was there for me in my dreams and provided me comfort when I was alone. He showed me that even though you're physically alone, you're never truly alone because someone will always be there with you spiritually. Severus taught me that DNA doesn't matter concerning parents and children and you don't neccesarily need a devoted birthmother or birthfather to have a real mom or dad. Because of this, I was thinking when I'm older, I can adopt as well and provide a child with a parent just as my adoptive father did for me and I can teach the same lesson to my future adopted son or daughter and hopefully the lesson will continue for generations to come (granted my child wants a family).