I understand how you feel. Perhaps out of jealousy, my brother has always enjoyed whenever I'm in pain or suffering too. And I've prayed that he be killed off in some way too and never return. How much better the family would be off without him, and how much better my life would be.
There is nothing wrong with your way of thinking. Your feelings are understandable. And don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. Trust me on that. Life is precious my friend, don't throw yours away.
If you're forced to live with yours like I am then keep your distance from him as much ad possible. When you're in a position to move out you'll never have to see him ever again. Keep your strength until then.
If you need someone to talk to send me a message and we can exchange emails. I'm here for you.
Is it normal that I wish my brother dead
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I understand how you feel. Perhaps out of jealousy, my brother has always enjoyed whenever I'm in pain or suffering too. And I've prayed that he be killed off in some way too and never return. How much better the family would be off without him, and how much better my life would be.
There is nothing wrong with your way of thinking. Your feelings are understandable. And don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. Trust me on that. Life is precious my friend, don't throw yours away.
If you're forced to live with yours like I am then keep your distance from him as much ad possible. When you're in a position to move out you'll never have to see him ever again. Keep your strength until then.
If you need someone to talk to send me a message and we can exchange emails. I'm here for you.