Is it normal that I wish I was a christian?

Being agnostic is logical because nothing can be proven for sure. I do not understand the concept of faith because it seems the same as blindly following what you are told. I question everything. Even if I experience it because I realize I cannot know anything for certain. If there is a God he doesn't seem to interfere with our world much and any religions description of him is inaccurate. If anything I think God is a collective consciousness of thought which makes more sense than a man sitting in the clouds smiting the inferior humans.