Unfortunately this is common for victims such as yourself, a lot of people become violent in their sex lives or fantasize over it, maybe you need to speak to someone about it?
As for you acting young, you have kinda been deprived of your childhood- he stole that from you when you was only young so maybe you're re-living it.
Of course it's normal to be afraid, but for you to still not have told anyone about him raping you suggests you are suppressing an awful lot and this is not good for you. You need to talk to someone you can trust and get it all off your chest, maybe even a professional.
I wish you all the best, I'm very sorry for what happened to you
IIN that I was raped and now I feel that my mind is messed up.
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Unfortunately this is common for victims such as yourself, a lot of people become violent in their sex lives or fantasize over it, maybe you need to speak to someone about it?
As for you acting young, you have kinda been deprived of your childhood- he stole that from you when you was only young so maybe you're re-living it.
Of course it's normal to be afraid, but for you to still not have told anyone about him raping you suggests you are suppressing an awful lot and this is not good for you. You need to talk to someone you can trust and get it all off your chest, maybe even a professional.
I wish you all the best, I'm very sorry for what happened to you