No you don't. You're young and bored and spend too much time watching tv, and you think the villains of those shows are "cool", as they're often portrayed as.
All this is is that you want to be cool. We get people like you here all the time. You're not driven by some sort of bloodlust, you just want to be a cliche tv villain, and it's not impressive.
Thank you for the feedback, as I understand that many for many people think that as well. Just wanted to let you know that I am a huge nerd in a school specifically for nerds, so there is no point trying to be cool. There are no social classes since all we have time to do is study, so I have no social life anyways. And TV is boring since all you do is is stare at a screen. There is nothing to learn! Books are way better, in my opinion. Though sitting outside and listening to sad music is the very best thing to do in free time, in my opinion.
Yeah, that fits in exactly with what I'm saying, just replace tv characters with book characters. Socially inexperienced and primarily get your social interaction views from books.
We both know this isn't how you naturally feel, and when you do have it in your mind you've forced yourself to believe it's how-you feel, often making up little scenarios of coolness and importance while doing it to feel different and to convince yourself you are different.
These ways don't get people to think you're impressive or different, intact it'll more likely be the case that you'll be mocked for it.
Is it normal that I want to kill those I love?
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No you don't. You're young and bored and spend too much time watching tv, and you think the villains of those shows are "cool", as they're often portrayed as.
All this is is that you want to be cool. We get people like you here all the time. You're not driven by some sort of bloodlust, you just want to be a cliche tv villain, and it's not impressive.
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Thank you for the feedback, as I understand that many for many people think that as well. Just wanted to let you know that I am a huge nerd in a school specifically for nerds, so there is no point trying to be cool. There are no social classes since all we have time to do is study, so I have no social life anyways. And TV is boring since all you do is is stare at a screen. There is nothing to learn! Books are way better, in my opinion. Though sitting outside and listening to sad music is the very best thing to do in free time, in my opinion.
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Yeah, that fits in exactly with what I'm saying, just replace tv characters with book characters. Socially inexperienced and primarily get your social interaction views from books.
We both know this isn't how you naturally feel, and when you do have it in your mind you've forced yourself to believe it's how-you feel, often making up little scenarios of coolness and importance while doing it to feel different and to convince yourself you are different.
These ways don't get people to think you're impressive or different, intact it'll more likely be the case that you'll be mocked for it.
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It's called intrusive thoughts, look it up.