Is it normal that i want to kill those i love?
So, I love my family and my friends. I adore them like no other. A couple times a week, if not day, however, I happen to want to kill them. I am not mad at them or anything, I just want to kill them for fun. My biggest wish it to kill the whole world (though not my friends and family yet) all at once, then slowly torture my loved ones. I just have an obsession with killing. It is seen as well since I start talking about death and apparently smiling in a really creepy way. I am a completely normal person normally, but when this happens it is like I turn into someone completely different. I just want to know, is it normal for me to with this death and torture upon those that I love?? I really want to figure out what is wrong with me, if there is something.