Is it normal that i want to kill my sister's baby?
I was fine with him when he was born and almost always asleep, but now, I can't handle even the thought of him. It actually took me more than 6 months to get used to him (for the few months I legitimately could not look at him without having a gag reflex.) He's a very fat baby, and a very loud one at that - he tears up books and his drool makes me want to vomit every time I see him. Every aspect of him aggravates me to the point where I often fantasize about killing him. Dropping him from a balcony, picking him up by the legs and dropping him on his head several times, throwing him in the ocean and hoping he drowns, etc. Don't worry, though- I wouldn't actually do it. I don't want to look at him, much less touch the filthy thing.