Please find someone to talk to about your urges. It's good that you've so far restrained yourself from doing anything serious, but what you say is worrying.
It is normal to get angry with people who annoy us. It's also normal to have fantasies about physically hurting people who hurt us. But your fascination with knives takes things up a couple of very dangerous notches.
Even if you find it difficult to understand why the people who annoy and anger you act as they do, bear in mind that pulling a knife on them would have serious consequences for you. Using the knife could very easily completely mess up your life as well as your victim's.
Is it normal that I want to kill my classmates
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Please find someone to talk to about your urges. It's good that you've so far restrained yourself from doing anything serious, but what you say is worrying.
It is normal to get angry with people who annoy us. It's also normal to have fantasies about physically hurting people who hurt us. But your fascination with knives takes things up a couple of very dangerous notches.
Even if you find it difficult to understand why the people who annoy and anger you act as they do, bear in mind that pulling a knife on them would have serious consequences for you. Using the knife could very easily completely mess up your life as well as your victim's.