Is it normal that i want to kill my bullies?

When I was younger, I was always a loner. A weirdo. A freak. No matter how much I tried to make friends, they left me out and excluded me, and I felt really isolated. It was bad enough being left out and made to feel like a weirdo, but some even bullied me. They called me names, tripped me up etc. But nothing too serious.
Until one day, I was walking home from school, when a whole gang of my peers came up surrounding me. There must have been at least 7 of them. They circled me, telling me I was crazy and nobody liked me, and then beat me up really badly. They left me there in the dirt, wounded and the pain was too much to bear, mentally and physically. I had to move to a new town and everything because they had made my life hell. I've never been the same since.
From that day, I've sworn to get revenge on them, for what they did to me. I remember each of their names and faces well. I've been planning this for a while now. My plan is to hunt down each of them and kill them, one by one. It's what they deserve. The filth that they are. They are the scum of the Earth and need to be eliminated from this world.
This isn't just a fantasy I've had, I've literally got the murder plans for those bullies, how I'm going to carry out and dispose of each one, without leaving a trace. I want to go through with it and make them feel the pain that they caused me to feel. I believe that it's right and it's what is needed. I may be twisted and maybe even a little insane, but I know I'm not evil. They hurt me, but they could hurt other people and should be stopped. Someone's got to do it. Someone's got to dispose of the filth from this world. Is it normal to actively plan to murder the people who have bullied you? Not that it matters anyway, for I'll always be a "freak."

Is It Normal?
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  • Yeh, You should do it, and Make sure you give them a good torture session before you kill them.
    Just make sure to be totally anonymous.

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  • You cant rid the filth of the world. The world is filth (figuratively and literally)
    But don't worry
    I have an idea.
    Get super rich and then buy their homes.
    Hire hit men to kill their family and anyone they may ever love
    Watch them fall into a deep depression
    Laugh as they kill them selves

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  • This is normal and you should do it. I have a system where if someone hits you you can kill them and if they insult you you can say anything you want back.Make sure to abduct them, leave no fingerprints(wipe everything off with the back of your hand,leave no hair or spit) burn the bodies and scatter the ashes, throw the clothes away and bury the bones.

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  • It is very normal to feel such intense hatred. I did before I moved schools.

    Don't act on it though. It'd be incredibly stupid.

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  • Good luck.

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  • I’d like to kil my bullies, slowly and painfully. Lovely.I’d gladly kill their families in front of them.

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  • So did he do it or what?

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  • Uh fantasy is cool but activly planning may even be a crime so by Law i should say noooo

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  • Write a book about your reprisals after you are safely exiled in Switzerland.

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  • Dont worry.. your not the only one who wants them dead..but act smart and let Karma do its job. Dont get low on their level,dont get their filthy bloods on you..its not worth it, besides watching them suffer when Karma gets them is way more satisfying -🌙

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  • Did you do it yet?

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  • My bully just died 4 days ago age 47 so i know how you feel
    i feel bad cause he died and was strung out on drugs but it happens.

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