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I sometimes get these thoughts and urges to kill anybody I look at and I really feel like just going up and breaking somebody's neck or stabbing people for no reason especially when I'm on public transport am I normal ?
Yeah, I'd say it's normal. I feel the same way. I want so badly to kill people in imaginative ways.. Disembowel them, strangle with own intestines. Slowly cut off pieces of them and force them to eat themselves. Poison them with a cocktail of the most painful poisons imaginable... And so on. I could go on for days about all the ideas I've had... I DID come close to trying to stab someone with a knife once when I was in highschool. But I wimped out. How I regret not going through with it.
I would like to see what it feels like to plunge a sharp serrated knife into some random fool's neck... Mm... Blood...
You just summed up how I feel and think... I so badly want to slowly twist a knife in someone's guts and intestines. I'd love to see their guts pour out and lick the blood off of their stomachs, I'd never do any of things ONLY because there are consequences. Have you ever told anybody about your urges or thoughts.
Public transport does tend to bring out these tendencies in many people. I don't go for the full-on killing scenario but I did used to imagine situations for the people who annoyed me.
Like one guy who wouldn't stop talking on his phone in a loud voice about deals he was making. I imagined him getting a great date and inviting her for dinner at his place. He buys this huge lobster because he's making lobster thermidor to impress her (because he's a pretentious dickface).
Everything is going fine. She's arrived and she's drinking wine. The conversation is flowing. Then he has to go back into the kitchen to attend to the lobster. What he doesn't know is that he forgot to put the heat on under the lobster pan.
When he goes to get the lobster out, it turns out to be still alive and now quite angry. It claws him badly on the penis and then scuttles off down the high street in search of the harbour.
Now he's got no food to serve the girl and they can't do anything else because of his badly clawed penis. She eventually leaves and three years later marries an accountant called Nigel with a normal penis.
Imagining random killing is probably okay and all, but I always got more fun from putting people into these scenarios.
No it is not. Maybe you have anti social disorder. Not like I am a doctor but these people tend to be outwardly violent with out reason. They will sometimes have a bad temper and do not get a long with people well. They might have urges like you described and it has no cause but they really want to. Check yourself into anger management and if it doesn't help see a psychologist/therapist.
Someone with this may be Callous unconcern for the feelings of others;
Gross and persistent attitude of irresponsibility and disregard for social norms, rules, and obligations;
Incapacity to maintain enduring relationships, though having no difficulty in establishing them;
Very low tolerance to frustration and a low threshold for discharge of aggression, including violence;
Incapacity to experience guilt or to profit from experience, particularly punishment;
Markedly prone to blame others or to offer plausible rationalizations for the behavior that has brought the person into conflict with society.