Is it normal that i want to go to a prison?
I am a 18 year old girl just beginning to get used to my college life. I've been shy and introverted all my life, so I don't have lots of friends here in college.
One thing I realized after leaving home and being in college is that I want to have a very strict, scheduled life. Sometimes I want to be a prisoner because then they will provide you with three meals a day. There won't be any unexpected situation. There won't be much interaction with others.
Is it possibly because I am really bad with people? I don't know. But I often think I want to be a prisoner, cleaner, or a housewife. Is it because of my low self esteem? Or does everyone think like this from time to time? Should I talk to my school counselor?