Is it normal that i want to give up everything i have?

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My thoughts are racing telling me to get rid of everything. I have got rid of my case-worker, a guy I met, and my depression pills. Now I want to get rid of my guinea pigs and my therapist. I don't know what's wrong with me. I thought about suicide three times this year. I was on depression pills when I thought about suicide. I don't want to go to therapy no more and I don't want my guinea pigs no more. What is wrong with me? I don't want my thoughts controlling me.

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  • sqwidword33
    11 years ago

    Therapy is a gamble, and doctors have to grow enough sense to realize that you can't just fix anything with medication like you can with duct tape, and that being different does not mean you are psychologically handicapped.

    Don't rely only on pills.

    On another note, your life makes you feel Suffocated, especially because it never changes. You can't make the mistake of waiting for nothing to happen. Say to yourself, "who am I? Not my life. My life is what I think happens to me. I am now, I will be later. what I am is different every moment, who I am is different any time I want it to be. Who I am is the same as what I believe in."

    You see your life as a messy room, the mess itself are the things in your life. When your room is messy, you don't throw away everything on the floor to clean it, and you don't shove it all under the bed. You don't hire someone else to clean it, and you don't just forget about it. You clean your room, a little at a time, you figure out what goes where first and then you start putting things back. You take short breaks, focus, become determined.

    I cleaned my room yesterday and it's such a great feeling when you Finnish and bask in the new complexion.

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    • dolphin2525
      11 years ago

      Thank you so much, I really understood what you were saying. Thank you.

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  • I_hope_i_am_normal
    11 years ago

    Dear never give up on going to your therapist it's just a period of time and you will be perfectly fine just tell him/her about all those feelings and thoughts you have. We don't know each other but trust me you will be better than any time before :)

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  • TooPure
    11 years ago

    It's fun to lose everything, then you can understand that grim despair, you can start over again... But hey avoid my self-destructive thoughts, let the doctor clog up your mind. Because happy pills won't help here pal.

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  • NoSheDidnt
    11 years ago

    Please tell your therapist about these feelings

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