Is it normal that i want to fuck my really hot cousin?

I have only ever met my cousin twice (he moved to my city for his career as a professional hockey player). He's actually my THIRD cousin... And we come from Italian backgrounds.

First time I laid eyes on him, I thought, DAMN! WHY IS HE MY COUSIN!?! (Same thing came to mind when I saw him the second time) Both times that I have seen him, my pussy would get wet almost instantly and there's not much that I can do about it except excuse myself to the bathroom to calm it down and masturbate later that night.

I have also fantasized A LOT about him.

These fantasies usually consist of us clubbing, we're smashed and since he lives in the Downtown area and I'm Uptown, he suggests that I crash at his place and that's where all the magic happens. Another fantasy is that he accompanies me to my best friend's upcoming wedding, and I offer him to crash at my place (the venue is a 20 minute drive, with traffic, from my house) and after sneaking him into my bedroom, we fool around quietly until we fall asleep and fuck in the morning when my parents go off to work.

And when I say that he's hot, I mean he's Ryan Gosling hot!!